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12:45 a.m. I should probably stop reading yaoi manga. ^^;; Actually, I should probably stop reading romance stories. It makes me depressed, most of the time. Or overly thoughtful. :P ^^;; I'm going to ramble again. As you can see, late nights make me think too much. I'm feeling lonely. That's probably the basic problem with me. I'm always lonely. I guess everyone's always alone, somehow, but it feels odd, sometimes. ^^;; I don't always feel it this strongly... Just sometimes. And the only ways to temporarily drown it out is to read manga, write, or watch TV. More recently, playing MNVGs help. (That's why it's Mind-Numbing Video Games. :P) But it's only temporary. The minute I start thinking, and stop concentrating on whatever method I'm using to distract myself, the feeling comes back, usually twice as strong. ^^;; I suck, I know. Writing fics usually make it worse, coz the fics end up tinged with depression, too. :P Maybe that's why I can't write comedy, or plotless fluff properly. Saa... May-chan, you said you blogged about your handphone thing right? I can't access it, just in case you wanted to know. Enough rambling. I'm going to play ToE again. The faster I finish the game, the faster I can start on the fic. I have an idea for a opening, but I need to know the ending first. >.< Oh, and I have some inspiration for the other fics, too. ^_^ Small little snippets etc, but it helps, a bit. I hope. :P *waits for editors to comment*
12:13 a.m. You put it up! XD Ahem. :P Yes, it's supposed to be the tattoo on my Ashton's back. Yes, the tail bit starts from somewhere near the end of his backbone, at the base of the spine, or maybe a little above that. Either head ends at either shoulder, and they (DUH!) represent the dragons, and he only got them when they got attached to him. :P Presumably, it disappears if they get removed from him. Isn't it purty? ^_______^ Sankyuu, May-chan. He's going to have other tattoos somewhere else though. And I'm going to have to come up with those. >.< Anyway, I'm onto Disc 2 of ToE! XD And May-chan's onto Disc 3!! XD The Bridge of Light is pretty... And me and May-chan kept going "KYAAAA!!!" every time we spotted a Reid/Keel moment. XD XD XD :P I have this strange feeling that I'm going to die for the O's, because I can't seem to study properly. I'm tired, but I wanna play MNVG! XD XD XD Miiiinnaaaaa... You still haven't told me what kind of Pocky you like yet....
01:12 a.m. Meep. o.o;; I think I'm too tired. I went from manga-hyper to depressed in about a minute. That's scary. Hanakimi 11 is wonderful, so those of you who haven't got it yet, go get it. I'm going to just ramble aimlessly now. I was mentally writing a draft for a letter to a friend that I'm supposed to be writing now, and somehow, thinking about things, I really wonder. [I had a little bit of a fic idea, too, mainly involving dragons and dreams. I'll probably not go into too much detail now.] It's odd, y'know. The other day, May-chan and I were talking, and she sort of said something to the extent of: I see you more often now than I did when we were in the same school. And somehow, I think it's really very true. I seem to have drifted from the old friends who are in my school now. I've sort of been trying to tell my present group of friends, who've been calling me a heartless person occassionally, that distance doesn't really matter. This sort of illustrates this, doesn't it? By being in different schools, I've become closer to some old friends, while even though I'm in the same school as some, we aren't as close anymore. I can't help but wonder... Was it maybe partially my fault? Because I didn't make an effort to keep in contact, and I buried myself so much in my everyday life that I forgot to make the rare phone call that would make everything alright again? *sighs* I guess I really do think more at night. And probably think too much too. I'm suddenly feeling very tired. Going somewhere else to mope now.
10:57 p.m. *snicker* XD I've managed to hook everyone on Kagerou!!! XD ... Almost. :P
10:42 p.m. Oh, and I skipped dinner. :P And am now making up for it. Maggi mee, in front of the 'puter. ^^;;; o.o I'm more tired than I thought. I'm seeing funny. o.o;;;; Oh, and sorry, Shi-chan. ^^;;; I seem to be preaching to you a lot. Gomen ne... It's just odd to find someone who's this much like me. :P From what I can see, anyway.
10:16 p.m. Alex, the Kagerou character you're talking about is Shiranui, and he's currently my favourite character. XD You know the guy with the long red hair that the evil-bitch-lady orders around? (She asked him to show her son his hair, I think, because sunset was over. -_-;;; I hate her.) Those two are SOOOOO SLASHABLE!! XD You /HAVE/ to read book 2 and 3!!! XD XD XD Even May-chan understands, once she read book 3. XD XD The main character's name is Kazuma, and the redhair is Gouki. The guy with pink eyes on the first book is Mizuki, and the one with yellow eyes and hair is called Fuwa. *Hyper fangirl rant over* *thud* >.< Tired. I met my friends at 2, was the earliest, being only /5/ minutes late, wasted an hour or so waiting for the bloody shop to /photocopy/ the bloody papers I'd borrowed from my 'bro', then spent pretty much all of 5 to 9 studying in school. *thud* Shi-chan, sad to say... I've been through that before too. ^^;;; I had some bad friend-experiences, and I was somewhat clingy after that. I guess I sorta noticed, and I've been trying to kick the habit. The problem is, nowadays, the people I mix with form a very small, close-knit group, and having one of us missing is.... frustrating, to say the least. *sighs* I'm going back to my old habits again, and it's kind of frustrating, coz I thought I had it kicked. Just wanted you to know that you're not alone. It hard to know where to stop, isn't it? Sometimes I wonder if I'm feeling something more than friendship for certain friends, and I get a little confused for a while... After a while, I just get used to being alone again, and the confusion and uneasiness just fades a bit. I guess it's weird, but then again, I never claimed to be normal. :P And btw, Shi-chan, most of the time, what you want and what you need never tallies. ^^;; On a more cheerful note, "PS-kun LIVES!" as I quote May-chan. :P She's off playing MNVG now, actually. Hopefully, that distracts her from her arm. I actually get that on some school days. :P Too many textbooks, and I refuse to break my spine. Mrrp... Hope you're okay now, and hope you got the email too...
01:27 p.m. Yay! Shi-chan's back in action! XD I'm supposed to be showering, so I can meet my friend for lunch and study. :P Oops. Anyway, Kit, I think too much at night. :P I didn't get Kagerou from Comics Connection though. I got it from Kino, because I couldn't figure out /where/ they were in the Bishan CC. -_-;;;; *twitches* Now I want book 4. XD Oops. Gotta run.
11:54 p.m. Hmm.. I forgot. I've been wanting to blog about our Farewell Mass in school. It was sad... *sighs* I will miss lots of people. I know some of my friends have been crying, or have been sad because we're going to have to part soon. I guess I'm pretty heartless. ^^;; I haven't been crying, for the simple reason that it isn't a permanent thing. People out there, you know who you are, we are /friends/. Doesn't that mean anything to you? I'm not going to stop talking to you just because we aren't in the same school. And we all have handphones. How far apart can we be? Even if we're going overseas, we live in a modern world. We have /modern/ communication devices, such as EMAIL. And if we stay in Singapore, it's small enough that to travel from one end to another (try Changi to Jurong, or Tuas) will take you a maximum of 2 hours. What are you crying about? As you can tell, I haven't been shedding tears over this. I will miss the teachers though, because I have a feeling that teachers next time will be scary and evil, so... yeah. I'll probably miss the rare, rare occurrences of teacher = friend. And it does happen in my school y'know. There are teachers who you can tell almost anything, like a friend. Farewell Mass was done by two classes, and a lot of people in one of those two classes started crying at the end of the mass. My friend in that class was one of them. She told me that she even cried during Mass /Practice/, which is where they practice singing the songs together, make sure nothing is going to go wrong, etc. :) Honestly, even /I/ almost cried at mass. :P I didn't, but almost. I like mass, and the songs they picked were nice. Maybe a better dedication song, like Anne Murray - You Needed Me would /really/ make the graduating classes cry. If not taken ecchi-ly (or badly, in normal language), this song is very beautiful. And I think it would suit Farewell Mass. Ah well. It was sweet, and wonderful, and everything. This is part of the First Reading, which some of the Sec. 5 girls picked.
To everything there is a season,
A time to be born,
A time to plant,
A time to kill,
A time to break down,
A time to weep,
A time to mourn,
A time to cast away stones,
A time to embrace,
A time to gain,
A time to keep,
A time to tear,
A time to keep silence,
A time to love,
A time of war,
- Ecclesiastes 3:1-8
That isn't the entire quote of the part they took for the First Reading at mass, but it's enough, I think.
It's sad, and makes you think a bit, doesn't it?
10:30 p.m.
Um, in that case... Reins, good work! XD It's very pretty.
Kit, moping is okay. :P I tend to get sunk in depression. Less nowadays, because of them mostly. ^^;; It's easy to be happy with people like that. (Sound familiar? :P) But sometimes when you're alone, and thinking too much about stuff, depression sort of creeps in and settles. >.< I know the feeling, actually. Some of the stuff I write is written in that sort of mood, and it pretty much sets the mood for the story. :P Usually, I get like that late at night, coz there's no one to talk to, and much too much to think about.
The "hot" topic now is pretty much a topic I don't want to hear about, either. (And May-chan, I know you don't wanna hear this, so just scroll quickly.) The Clow fic might allow me to air my views on war. :P And the Diash, my views on the stupidity of humans. That's one reason why I'd love to write those two now. I might change the storylines though, if those two really suck. Ah well.
Humans are pretty much stupid. Nowadays, if there's war, it's going to be biological warfare. In the past, it was bombs, and firepower, and nuclear wars. Now? It could wipe out the entire planet. Even a nuclear bomb couldn't do that. (Well, it /could/, but it would have to be EXTREMELY powerful). Lots of people are going to die. If we use biological weapons, it won't only be unethical, it's going to be /stupid/ and /insane/ and... and... well, STUPID. >.< *sighs* Nevermind.
Take care, Kit.
09:56 p.m.
O.O *SCREAMS* OHMIGAWD!!!!
WAIIII!!!! XD XD XD XD Kit! Click on that link, go to manga! They have the covers of the books! XD XD You /HAVE/ to read this!!!!!
09:12 p.m.
... A little belated, but your stomach has a FACE?
Oh, and I forgot to comment. ^^;; Nice layout, Kit. XD Purty....
08:02 p.m.
*thud* I'm blogging less, am I not? Am I studying more...?
... Nope. :P I've been spending more time on the playstation! XD Shocking, isn't it? But now all my fics are getting impatient, and they're kicking my brain to bits... ;-; Between fics and games, I don't have time/brain space to study anymore... Of course, that's easily solved by keeping me out of the house studying. >.< Which is what I'm going to be doing for the next two days. *cries*
I'm bloody /tired/. >.< Spent more than two hours today looking for a nice MP3 player. >.< And got one which is pretty cool, except for the fact that it's frighteningly SQUARE.
Anyway, it's loading songs now, and it's SLOW. >.< And I have one 32MB card, which can only hold... what, 6 songs? >.< I also have one 64MB card, which can hold about TWICE that. I hope. >.< Otherwise I'm going to be able to sing those six songs in a week or so, without the aid of the music. Considering that I have a few Gackt songs in there, and I don't understand Japanese or speak Japanese at all, it's almost a miracle. >.<
Slept at 4AM last night. And my treacherous body woke me up at 10AM. T.T Was playing Tales of Eternia, which is pretty cool. XD I defeated Undine on my first try this afternoon! XD XD Although I was left using Reid and Farah. :P L2 was Heal (Farah) and R2 was Demon Lightning Hammer (Reid). I had to keep stuffing both of them with orange and apple gel, too.
... I'm making those people who haven't played this game before really puzzled, am I not? :P Basically, it's a pretty good game, with some pretty nice anime-ish clips. In the opening, /REID/ looks aneroxic, although May-chan has pretty much proved otherwise. :P He's cute though. And so's Keele. XD XD
Oh, and I used up your batteries, May-chan. :P I've gotten new ones though. XD And unlike you, my new list of songs isn't made of Garbage songs. It's more like a mixture. :P Including /some/ boybands. I know your opinion on those. :P
Meep. School tomorrow. ;-; I'm going to sleep in class. School's seriously starting to /suck/ and it's more or less a waste of time.
'nyways, Aine-chan, glad to hear you're okay. ^______^ Kaori-chan, eat regularly, and Arpita, drink /lots/ of water. Everyone else, get enough sleep, and take of yourselves will you? >.< I have enough white hair as it is.
07:58 p.m.
Yay. I have May-chan's MP3 player! XD And we actually /studied/ today. Amazing, isn't it?
Ne, Aine-chan, daijoubu ka? >.< Why's everyone falling sick? Mi~nna~... take /care/ of yourselves d00d. >.< There are some people say that I sound like a nanny. >.< I could just die.
Meeps. Later.
10:45 p.m.
*offers Liz chocolate* Don't worry, I get like that when writing Chinese essays, too. Just use the simplest possible language, and make sure your grammar's correct. You usually don't fail when that happens. ^^;;;; Not reassuring, I guess. It sort of works for me... except during exams, when my essays bring down my entire mark. :P
Take care of yourself you two...
Meep. Homework! Haven't finished! >.< Plus I haven't had a chance to touch Tales of Eternia yet... >.<
Oooooo... nice song! Anne Murray - You Needed Me
XD Sappy song.
08:49 p.m.
And /what/ is wrong with coffee? :P I /like/ coffee. Uh... YAOI Mathematics? o.o;;; I like proving, by the way. :P
08:17 p.m.
*sighs* See? My dad just bugged me to study.
Oh, and Shi-chan, I forgot. Kaori-chan takes Japanese, and the other minna-chan tachi (excluding me. >.<) know some Jap too.
07:11 p.m.
Kit, I /think/ it's called Kagerou. ^^;;; Nice. It's not actually yaoi, or anything. Yet. And I doubt it will be, but there are /slight/ hints. Just like there are slight hints in Peacemaker. :P
And Holland V is really FAR for me. XP I live in like... a part of Hougang, where there's NO MRT, NO Coffee Bean, and WAY too many bubble tea stores. >.< They're colonising this area, dammit!
Meep. If it helps, I think my parents pretty much do the same. I'm pretty self-conscious, and they found that out recently, so they're bugging me at least half the day to do this, and do that to lose weight... plus they're attempting to shove me into a dress/skirt for Grad Night, which I don't WANT to do. >.< I think if I really have to wear a dress/skirt or fuss more about the bloody accomadations thing, I'm just not going to go. >.< Maybe I could sneak into the RGS one, instead. >.< At least it has a /theme/, which is INTERESTING, and DIFFERENT, and opens up whole new AREAS for the fashion statement thing to go to. >.< Now everyone's either going to wear dresses, skirts or the typical guy suit (pants, tie... which is actually what I'm aiming for. >.<). Boring.
Ne, Shi-chan, I think it's normal to be misunderstood by the ones you don't want to hurt. Mostly family, actually. Somehow, your friends usually understand you a LOT better. And you know when you bluster and stuff coz you're embarressed? My mom thinks I like to take credit for stuff. >.< It's weird buying stuff for my mom. It's easier to buy stuff for friends. Random stuff, mind. For fun. Why? Coz they know what I'm like, and it's okay not to explain why. My mom keeps prodding, and sometimes I feel pretty much icky too. And you don't sound ten years old, actually. After I figured out the Chinese, I think I can pretty safely say that you act older than your age. Although... come to think of it, most of us here do. I know this person does, as does this person... I'm pretty sure Kaori-chan's like that too, except that I haven't really talked about that kind of thing to her yet. I didn't talk to Aine-chan about parents. It was about something else, and I talk to May-chan about almost everything. Plus I've known her for ten years. -_-;;; And Shi-chan, we're always here. *hugs* I'll treat you to chocolate sometime, when I pass Alex and Aine theirs. I'll probably end up owing Kaori-chan, too. :P
*scrolls up* o.o;;; Uh, I think I got carried away. I hear a lot of stuff about parents. From school friends, mostly. And if you need help with Physics, that person over there is really good at it. >:P 92?!?!?! 92 for PHYSICS?!?!?!?!?!?!?
I can help with Chem, if you need any help, and Aine, Kaori and Meia aren't too bad at Amaths. (If one of us can't do it, another one usually can, anyway.) Emaths is similar to Amaths. Just poke any one of us if you need us. :)
11:11 p.m.
*freezes halfway through fangirl "wai~!" dance* Kaori-chan, daijoubu ka? Minna-chan tachi, let's ALL make sure Kaori-chan eats properly whenever we're with her, okay? *fret* AND we shall wait for her to finish her food /properly/, since she actually /chews/ and doesn't gulp it down like we do. HAI~~~??? *glares the If- I- Don't- Hear- A- Loud- Resounding- 'yes'- There's- Going- To- Be- TROUBLE glare*)
Adona? Adonis, maybe? Greek, I think. Then again, my mythology is a bit rusty. I can check it up, if you want. I have some mythology books around here somewhere.... *rummages around* Eheh... ^^;;;; May-chan, some help here?
Anyway, we got a /little/ studying done today... not much, but May-chan's got me back on RPGs! *pause to allow everyone to die of shock* Right. I spent like... three hours watching her play Tales of Eternia. (Yay for MNVG!! XD) Talked to Aine-chan while she was playing for a while, too. XD
*fangirl squeal* THIS MANGA IS SOOO COOL!! XD Kit, do you have this? The covers (there have been three books so far) have five bishounen on them, and the picture is in landscape (you know, sideways?) with five boxes with the five guys. XD They are so /hot/! XD XD XD And the art is WONDERFUL!!! XD XD XD
AND THE YAOI HINTS POP UP SO OFTEN THAT I'M ALMOST CONCUSSED!!! XD XD XD
On corner of the manga has "Kagerou - Nostalgia" written on it! XD XD XD The manga-ka's name is Satomi Kubo. SHE/HE ROCKS!!! XD XD Waaaaaiii~! XD
MAY-CHAN! If you don't return my Kagerou 1 and my Peacemaker soon, I will be very put out with you! *goes back to squealing over new manga*
*happy purr*
*comes back to normal world for a minute* Ne, Kaori-chan, if you're free, and feel okay (take care of yourself, d00d!), you might wanna draw this? It just popped into my head. ^^;;;;;
Dias is asleep, in a chair, or leaning against a wall, or on the bed, or something. Basically, sitting up and leaning against something. His arms are wrapped around Ashton, who's asleep against him (like across his lap, sideways). One of Ashton's arms are around Dias' waist, but the other is tangled in a few strands of Dias' hair, not grasping or anything. Just has his fingers very very gently twined into Dias' hair. Maybe they're sitting in the moonlight (or early morning sunlight), and the light is framing them.
... ^__________^ That just stuck. It's in my head, and it won't go away... *purr* I'll get to writing the fics sometime. :P The Diash is being BAD. >.< Can't get it out of first-person. >.< *whine*
11:23 a.m.
Whee. To quote May-chan, my "treacherous body" woke me up at 10+. I could just cry. ;-;
I just re-read that reflections thing, and I can now conclude: I am such a sap. -_-;;; Not to mention the fact that my hands, brain and keyboard got stolen by my sappy, sentimental side, while my cynical side was locked into a room in my skull with the fic ideas that were hovering around. Now they're out with a vengeance. >.<
My brain is being pummeled. ;-; Too many fic ideas at once. The two that are REALLY kicking are the Clow-fic and the Diash. T.T SPARE ME. I'm supposed to /study/ today... With May-chan again. :P
*snicker* Hopefully we won't have a repeat of yesterday's "is too" "is not" scene in the middle of Heartland Mall this time. :P
New manga. ^_____^ The main character is such a tortured boy. >.< He's cute, in a psychotic, almost insane kind of way. The monk isn't too bad. ^____^ But look for the cover. Book 1 has five bishounen with side-shots, all looking grim except for the one in the middle. Pretty colour combis. :P Black hair, red eyes, green hair, green eyes, yellow/amber with more of the same, light brown with purplish-pink, red hair with blue eyes. *purrrrrrr* They all look so hot. ^__________^ But not as hot as the characters in PEACEMAKER!!! XD XD XD
I'm better now! I talked to my 'rents without screaming! XD
Amazing, isn't it? ^_____^
Of course, May-chan's morning message helped cheer me up considerably. XD
Medical text? *perk* Can I see? It's interesting. And my dad refuses to tell me /any/ details on his eye operation, even. >.< It's like, YES, I know they had to cut the cornea to get to the actual parts of the eye that /do/ the focusing, but how the HECK do you correct short-sightedness?! It's dangerous to cut the lens, and anyway that might cause further complications. That leaves the muscles. How the heck do you correct muscles with a LASER?? *fwaps something* >.< And my dad's supposed to /know/ some of this stuff, too.
Bleh.
Ano, Aleeeeex.... I'm doing the same thing to Kaori. :P I understand the concepts, shakily, but the application TOTALLY escapes me. ^^;; I pass Physics, and after moderation, I actually got a B3. o.o;; Amazing, isn't it? After I barely passed everything. (They kept the MCQ results secret. -_-;;; So we wouldn't figure out how /much/ they moderated.) It was definitely a shock. Oh well. At least my Chem trashes everything flat! :P In short, Chem was my best subject. I love Chemistry. ^____________^
Ahem. Everyone, READ PEACEMAKER!!! (Kit, May-chan says you're reading it now right?)
03:25 a.m.
Meep. I sent an email to my principal asking if she could send that essay to all the teachers. O.O
I can't believe I did that.
02:41 a.m.
ACK. o.o;;; Wrote a /very/ sentimental, very sappy piece.
The list of all the things we went through in four years was hell to write, but this was... very very sentimental. Don't laugh. >.< One of my friends laughed. This is pretty much from the heart. It's probably my sappy side snatching the keyboard away, but still. Don't laugh.
It started off as a memory, sort of... and warped into... this. Laugh and DIE. >.< You can point out mistakes, if you like, but I don't think I'll change it. And, yes, I know it's laid on too thick. >.< Shhh.
12:54 a.m.
...
*kills the paper* XO XO XO XO
DAMMIT. This is so FREAKIN' hard to WRITE!!!! *whacks the stupid thing* I haven't even /started/ on the bloody essay yet! And just /thinking/ of how much I have to write to fit in 4 years worth of MEMORIES is making me feel sick. >.<
*growls* Stupid thing. >.<
11:26 p.m.
AUGH!!! >.< Stupid school.
We're supposed to fill in this "table" thingy with ALL the stuff that happened from Sec. 1 to 4. How the /heck/ am I supposed to RECALL all that stuff?! >.< And the Vice-Principal told us that our teachers need it to write our testimonials. Oh yes. I'm sure. When the deadline is next week, and our results (with the testimonials, I might add.) are going to be given to us on Monday.
Right.
Anyway, it's SUCH a pain. >.< Microsoft Word is not cooperating with me, and the tables keep getting messed up. >.< PLUS, I still have to write an essay on this.
*cries*
The essay will probably be a helluva a lot easier. >.< All I have to do is babble and describe a lot. That's easy. I think I'll do /that/ in Notepad and upload, so you people can read and laugh. >.<
I have to finish this tonight, so that when I meet May-chan tomorrow, I won't be bugged by a vague sense of impending doom. >.< Although I forgot to turn on my scanner, which means that my printer isn't going to work unless I restart my computer, which in turn means this isn't going to be printed tonight. >.< Oh well.
At least May-chan's coming over tomorrow (Yes, die of shock now.) instead of me making my (at least) once-a-week trip to Bishan.
... I've already gone to Bishan on two different days anyway.
PEACEMAKER ROCKS! XD And so does lots of stuff! Wanna buy manga... *whine* Wanna buy cool goth jewellery (Chaobell, this means your merchandise, if you ever read this blog)... *whine* Wanna buy lots and lots of stuff... *whinewhinewhine* But am too broke. *cries*
I hate being broke.
Oh, and a reason why I dislike home so much: My dad thinks I have no sense of responsibilty because I don't panic when I lose my I/C (Identification Card). Great, huh?
09:56 p.m.
SUGARPOPS! IS UP!!! XD XD
Aine-chan, I'll get you chocolate and takoyaki the next time I see you! XD
*snicker* Gwynne, I love you too. :P
Today was fun. ^____^ I'm better, but not completely okay yet. It was fun being over at May-chan's house and talking to Aine-chan in between bouts of watching May-chan play Mind-Numbing Video Games, in this case, Tales Of Eternia. It was fun. XD The evidence of how numb her mind got is here. Somewhere. :P
Yay, the Diash fic has been kicked into the trash can, and is being recreated. >.<
I think one of the reasons it's so fun to talk to May-chan is because funny things happen. ^____^ Often. You should have heard the conversation we had in Mos. *snicker*
Thanks, you two. ^____^ For trying to keep me happy. Family sucks, but friends are irreplacable. :)
To me, anyway. :P Betcha not everyone thinks like I do.
04:13 p.m.
"I use my eyes and listen..."
- Meia, 5th October 2001
XD XD XD XD *rotfl* That's like the time when we were RPing and she was playing Hayashi, except this time, she said it when playing an RPG! XD XD XD *snicker* There's your evidence that's she been playing Mind-Numbing Games! XD XD XD
May-chan, I love you! XD XD XD
And I'm at her house now, in case you're giving me weird looks. :P
Gwynne, lots of guys pierce their left earlobes now. I think it's some kind of... rebellion. :P You know, the "why can't I do it? You mean only /gays/ can do it? BLOODY HELL!" kind of thing. ^^;;; Seriously. I've seen guys with earrings in their left earlobes holding hands and doing the hug-kiss-smooch thing with girls at Orchard. >.< Or in the MRT. >.< My sister told me that if she /ever/ hears that I did something like that with a guy in public, wearing my school uniform, she's going to disown me after skinning me alive. :P
My sister is fun.
It's easy to be happy here. ^______^ I'm away from home, away from parents, away from pesky homework-ish stuff, and with May-chan. That's always fun. Or at least, not-depressing, and not sad. ^_______^ We rarely argue, and she never makes me cry. What would make it perfect... Hmm.... *ponders* .... if T3 minna-chan tachi were here, of course! XD We miss you.
Everytime we talk, we remove more things from our "edible" list. :P Although I have a pretty strong stomach. ^^;;; Considering that I can still eat curry. :P And takoyaki.
Meep. Have to write a school essay thing tonight. Thank God my parents aren't going to be home tonight. >.< Maybe I can actually get some writing done. ^_______^ Proper writing, not the icky brain-wired crap that I wrote last night.
The Clow fic is turning into an Eriol POV! o.o Meep. And the Diash is greatly in need of scrapping and rewriting. >.<
Kaori-chan, check your ICQ please.
I love her keyboard. ^________________^
10:25 p.m.
Today was fun. Until 7PM. Where I discovered I lost some of my stuff.
Let's see. There was, like she says, some studying, lots of random talking and doodling. With a little discussion about fic ideas. (That's some of the GOOD things.) We were at Coffe Bean for almost FIVE straight hours. >.< (And she never went to the ladies room once! o.o; May-chan, do you have a bladder?) Anyway, drank two cups of Ultimate Ice Blended, which is currently wrecking my metabolic rate (which, in short, means I'm /hungry/.) again.
When I was about to go home, the day screwed itself to pieces. Discovered I lost some stuff, felt stupid, got scolded, felt even more stupid, basically ended up feeling really dumb and worthless as hell.
Yay.
On a nicer note, Peacemaker rocks. ^_______^ I'm sort of too tired, and too depressed to "XD" today, so don't expect any. There seems to be something going on which /might/ be slightly yaoi-ish. May-chan, when I lend it to you, go see if I'm being overly hyped, or pretty accurate please. ^^;
>.< You didn't scan? AGAIN? And you forgot to message me when you got home, too. Although I guess the conversation we had sort of told me you were more or less at home. -_-; Or at least, almost there. You'd better get batteries for your MP3 player, too.
*lol* My sister found my reminders to you about your watch, handphone, wallet and house keys amusing.
Oh yeah, and I screwed my metabolic rate, even without the caffeine, too. ^^; I ate two boxes of takoyaki (TA! KO! YA! KI!) for lunch (around 12-ish or 1-ish), and didn't eat anything else until dinner time, which was about 7.45 or 8?
Mrrp. Just remembered. >.< Need to check out some Ashton and Dias information. Plus some Ruby Moon and Clow information. AND write some essay-thingy for school. Urgh.
And May-chan, if you postpone scanning ONE MORE DAY, I am going to be very angry with you. >.< I am emotionally screwed right now, and am /not/ a happy girl. PLEASE don't forget. >.< I just need one NICE pikshur of Tats. The tattoo can be temporarily un-scanned, since I can pester you to lend me the paper it's on.
*blinks* Nice layout, Min-san. ^_____^ I like it!
Meep. If I write the school essay thing, it's going to come out depressive as hell. If I write /anything/ now, it's going to come out depressive. However, since the Ashton ficcie thing is supposed to start off depressive (or at least, philosophical), I think I'll try to write that. (Stop XD-ing May-chan. :P)
Thanks, you. For lots of stuff, ideas for fics (like the Clow one. >.<) being only one of the many.
11:08 p.m.
I like Charmed. ^______^
True, the main actresses were picked for their ability to attract men's attention. Also true, the plot is pretty much repetitive (Evil lurks, Charmed Ones get into trouble; Charmed Ones get out of difficult situation, vanquish evil and win.).
I /still/ like Charmed. Next week's one is going to be soooo fun. :P Yes, I'm evil.
Today wasn't too insane on the group blog. ^^; Actually, it was pretty quiet, coz Meia went to sleep early, and I went to watch Charmed. :P Too bad. We didn't manage to break too many brains today, I think.
Hmm... everyone's passing around autograph books/papers now. ^^; Just wrote in two of them. It's fun, I suppose. Except that I simply can't think of anything to write when faced with two or three sheets of blank paper. ^^; That's like giving you a piece of paper and a pencil inside a huge room with white walls that look seamless. With no windows.
I would be pretty much stumped if asked to draw something. Now, if they had given me a laptop and a programme like Notepad... *niko*
I desperately need to catch up on the fics. ^^; I owe May-chan two, Kaori-chan one (unless she asks for another one) plus a continuation on the SHORT SHORT TatsXTsu fic (a short burst of hardworking-ness inspired by Aine, who, btw, hasn't begun cashing in Fic Tokens yet. :P) and Kit three, I think. Anyone I missed? ^^;; Gomen. I need to make some kind of list for this. It'll let me keep things in line, at least. :P
Meep. My C Drive has less than 1/4 of empty space left. o.o Wow. I think I flooded my 'puter. ^^;;;;;
I guess I should stop downloading MP3s and stuff now. ^^;;;;
05:41 p.m.
Min-san, if I hadn't expected you to claim your Fic Tokens, I wouldn't have offered them. :P Kit, Kaori and /maybe/ Meia have already begun checking them in! XD It's fun to write for, actually. XD XD
Ugh. I hate school. >.< Exams are coming, and we /still/ have to go to school for /useless/ lessons I practically sleep through ANYWAY. >.<
*snicker* Kaori-chan, almost all school souvenir-things are... not-too-wonderful. :P Wanna see! XD
Ne, May-chan, do you have a camera or something at home? With film?
T.T How come you people are so LUCKY? T.T I have to go school tomorrow, and the whole of next /week/. *cries* We're getting our results (as in the report book) back on Monday, and it's so /stupid/ coz usually, we only go to school on the last day of school to /collect/ the bloody things. So it's likely that for the next four days after next Monday, classes are going to be pretty much /empty/. >.<
Min, Shi-chan, Alex, good luck for your papers! Ganbatte! XD
All those people who've requested fics, I'll try and do them ASAP! ^^;;
Meep. Chemistry homework due tomorrow! o.o;; *runs to get it done*
Oh, and Peacemaker rocks! XD As does DNAngel 5 and Saiyuki 8!!! XD I only have book 1 and 2 so far though. T.T
09:42 p.m.
Um, Aine-chan, sleeping a lot tends to cause lethargy. ^^; And this urge to hibernate. Trust me. I /always/ get like that during holidays.
ARGH!! That is SUCH a /horrible/ place to stop for Saiyuki 8!!!!! *cries* Minekura Kazuya -sama!!!! T.T I hopehopehopehopehope that Gaiden 2 comes out soooon! Although it'll prolly have a horrible cliff-hanger, too. T.T But I still want Gaiden 2.
*snicker* I love the T3 blog. Shi-chan, welcome into the weird, random insanity! XD We love you!
Bleh. >.< Two cups of Coffe Bean Ultimate Ice-Blended, one medium-sized cup of Mos Burger Ice Lemon Tea, and I'm hyper-ish. >.< I think caffeine "stimulates" my metabolic rate. :P Before /anyone/ says anything, caffeine is a stimulant.
... I can't believe I just said that. -_-;; Unfortunately, there is /no/ way to say it that won't come out worse, so I shall stop right here.
TAKOYAKI!!! XD XD XD ROCKS!!!! XD XD XD
And the caffeine is making me /hungry/.
Anyway, on a more serious topic, I think human nature is pathetic. >.< It's... One word sort of describes it. I can't think of a better word now, so this will have to do.
ICK.
>.< I think that explains it /all/.
09:23 p.m.
07:18 p.m.
Owie. >.< My eyes hurt. I think it's the price for surfing for wallpapers all afternoon. The bext part is, I don't usually /use/ that many wallpapers. I mean, you can only use one at a time. And my eyes are KILLING me. >.< I saw some really BRIGHT coloured ones that /totally/ blinded me.
Ow. >.<
However, there were some which were VERY well done. And VERY beautiful, so thank you, all the wallpaper-makers out there. Some of you are /very/ talented. XD
Now is the time for random flipping of Chemistry notes before my parents kill me.
06:24 p.m.
*screams* O.O
I. WANT. SORYUDEN.
*cries* I! WANT! SORYUDEN!
*sniffle* Badly. >.<
I think I'm actually desperate enough to get the Japanese manga and find translations. *cries* I /never/ do that. EVER. Can you sort of imagine how badly I want Soryuden now?
>.< *whine*
04:38 p.m.
*squeals* KIT!!!!! LOOK! AT! THIS!
12:18 p.m.
o.o I blog a lot, don't I?
In other words, I've just archived, coz it was taking my blog a while to load up, which means people without cable prolly had to wait almost forever. :P (Kaori-chan don't kill me! XD)
We're discussing Aine's sexuality again! *snickers* Actually, did you people know that the term "sexuality" refers to your sex? As in, male or female.
Schoolmates: Last year's Celebration of Life. >.< The abortion tape was REALLY creepy. >.< And look! I actually /listened/. o.o;;
GAH. If people who're queer are homosexuals, and people who're straight are heterosexuals, so why can't Aine-chan be omnisexual?
>.< The intricacies of the English language.
However, that definition gives new, unwanted insights on this little snippet of conversation. o.o
I'm not PLAYING ABOUT with your sexuality.
Merely mocking it.
I do not, and do not wish to, PLAY ABOUT with your sexuality, or anything of you involving the word 'sex'. Except for maybe scening smut.
--- Meia niko-ed at 10:48 AM
People, stop playing about with my sexuality. x.X;;;
--- Aine ^^;; niko-ed at 10:36 AM
Um. Since that was quoted off a blog, (more specifically, the T3 GROUP blog) read the lower one first.
:P Technically, I'm doing something really stupid by mocking /both/ my beta-readers at once. However, since I really can't let this chance slip by... *snicker*
And it's true that Aine-chan doesn't like people touching her bag! XD
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