Thursday, July 10, 2003
11:07 p.m.
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. Love Mode is so CUUUUUTE. XD XD XD XD
[Edit] My GOD, everybody in this manga is gay. XD XD XD
Thursday, July 10, 2003
07:18 p.m.
I love this song. Well, actually, I love the entire CD, but I love this song in particular. :> That doesn't mean I love any of the other songs less though.
Matchbox Twenty - The Difference
Slow dancing on the boulevard
In the quiet moments while the city’s still dark
Sleepwalking through the summer rain and the tired spaces
You could hear her name when she was warm and tender
And you held her arms around you
There was nothing but her love and affection
She was crazy for you
Now she's part of something that you lost
[Chorus]
And for all you know
This could be
The difference between what you need
And what you wanna be
Yeah, what you wanna be
Night swimming in her diamond dress
Making small circles move across the surface
Stand watching from the steady shore
Feeling wide open and waiting for
Something warm and tender
Now she's moving further from you
There was nothing that could make it easy on you
Every step you take reminds you that she's walking wrong
[Chorus]
Yeah, for all you know
This could be
The difference between what you need
And what you want
Every word you never said
Echoes down your empty hallway
And everything that was your world
Just came down
Day breaking on the boulevard
Feel the sun warming up your second hand heart
Light swimming right across your face
And you think maybe someday, yeah
Maybe someday
[Chorus]
For all you know
Yeah, this could be
The difference between what you need
And what you want
Yeah, for all you know
For all you know
Yeah, for all that you know
This is what you wanna be
Girl, what you wanna be
*wub* I love the melody that the verses are sung to. May, song 11.
Wednesday, July 9, 2003
09:58 p.m.
My sister bought me a new backpack, since I've been having a whole shitload of back problems after carrying my (extremely heavy) sling bags. It's light grey and blue, and is very pretty, and thankfully, not overly girly-ish. Since my sister was talking about considering the PINK AND GREY version, I've decided I love and appreciate this bag (and its colour) very much.
Every time I think of Killua and Gon, I keep wanting to go "EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!" and keel over fangirling. Same for when I think of creepy, sexy clown-villian. SO hot when he's [spoiler].
Wednesday, July 9, 2003
09:48 p.m.
Met Adz today with Joy. Long, lengthy expositions and lots of discussion. It was kinda fun. But damn, tired as hell.
Oh, I forgot to mention yesterday. The new dining table finally got here yesterday, but it's EXACTLY the same size as our plastic temporary table, and looks pretty much the same. >.>;;; I wonder what the hell we spent so much on it FOR.
May tells me I should go to bed now.
Oh, and halfway through Paths of the Dead, I decided to reread the entire Vlad Taltos series again. So I'm rereading, then I'll go into Paths of the Dead.
Man, my mom can really piss me off.
Monday, July 7, 2003
11:29 p.m.
I just realised that every picture of Gon (that's the character I call Jet in my head) and Killua with one of them slinging his arm over the other's shoulder always has Killua doing the arm-slinging. This implies that he tops. ^_______________^ I love those two.
Monday, July 7, 2003
07:22 p.m.
Ooo! Funky test (gacked, sorry) from Qey! XD
If I were a liquid I would be: Water.
If I were a tree, I would be: Willow. One of the kinds that usually grow by rivers/water bodies and are all fluid and graceful and droopy.
If I were a flower/plant, I would be: A willow again. Or possibly... Maybe oak? Or possibly beech.
If I were a kind of weather, I would be: Thunderstorm or rainstorm.
If I were a musical instrument, I would be: Flute, maybe. I like the sounds they can produce, although I think almost all kinds of instruments are cool. (I can't play any though.)
If I were an emotion, I would be: ...Anger, probably. Or apathy.
If I were a vegetable, I would be: Uh... Ginger? It's a spice (I like spices) and it has pretty flowers, if I remember right.
If I were a sound, I would be: Music.
If I were a car, I would be: Uh... Mercedes, I guess.
If I were a song, I would be: Matchbox Twenty's Unwell or Lifehouse's Everything or Breathing. Lots of others, but it'd take forever to list.
If I were a movie, I would be directed by: Um... I dunno. I don't know much about directors.
If I were a book, I would be written by: Hmm... Lackey would be cool, or Steven Brust. Or Neil Gaiman or Terry Pratchett. Or Diana Wynne Jones. XD Or Lynn Flewelling (then maybe I'd get to be male and gay. :D). Or maybe something written Meia or Aine. ^____________^
If I were a food, I would be: Hmmm... Salmon?
If I were a place, I would be: Desert (preferably after rainfall), or tundra. Or maybe my room. (Sanctuary)
If I were a material, I would be: Silk.
If I were a taste, I would be: Spicy.
If I were a scent, I would be: Musk.
If I were a word, I would be: I would BE frustrated, probably, or antisocial. But I WANT to be quiet, or at peace.
If I were a body part I would be: The eyes.
If I were a facial expression I would be: Thoughtful, although I suspect I often look stoned. :P
If I were a subject in school I would be: Um... Biology? Or maybe Potions. That sounds interesting, actually. IRL, I guess D&T or Home Ec. would be cool too.
If I were a cartoon character I would be: Too many to count.
If I were a shape I would be: One of those abstract/weird shapes that I love on pendants. Or maybe a Celtic cross. XD Or one of those stylised flame-things and similar stuff. Or one of the funky crosses! XD
Yes, I have weird taste in jewellery. But I like them. :>
... I bet this test says lots of things about me huh? :D I like silk, and willows, and certain types of music, and have odd mood swings, and place my priorities weirdly. ^_____^
Monday, July 7, 2003
06:31 p.m.
Erk. Now I'm dying to see the next volume of Hunter X Hunter. Damnit. :p I bet if I begin picking up Get Backers and Rave up again, I'll be saying the same thing. *sighs* For some reason, the violence appeals to me right now. And Hunter X Hunter is cool. :D For some reason, the main character's name seems to have stuck in my head as Jet, although I have no idea if that /is/ his name or not (I doubt it) and of course, Killua is way way cool. ^_________^ And man, I love those two. Seriously.
And eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Some of the chapter cover pages show those two posing together! XD XD XD
Monday, July 7, 2003
04:07 p.m.
*amused* Last night, my sister was asking me what I'd like to do on my 18th birthday, once I'm legal. So she was speculating about who we'd go with, where we'd go, what we'd do... Then she suddenly said something about bringing me to Melbourne to watch a stripper. At that thought, of course, the FIRST thought that popped into my head was Ken-Dai-dance-birthday-stripping-sex and experience-with-which-to-write-fic. *snicker* God, I WISH I could do that, really. XD It would totally new and fun, at least. Not to mention, probably unique among my friends. XD XD XD XD
On a not-so-good note, my lower back feels like its solidified into a piece of wood, and hurts like hell.
Sunday, July 6, 2003
01:07 a.m.
SO tired. I had to wake up at normal school time and go to school this morning. T.T And for some reason, I woke up at 3+ in the morning last night. *weep*
Picked up a huge load of swag today though. :>
Thursday, July 3, 2003
11:03 p.m.
*whimper* My eyes hurt so bad.
Bed.
Thursday, July 3, 2003
08:27 p.m.
ARGH, my eyes hurt like hell. And I have no idea why, either.
Oh thank God Friday's finally here. Ugh. And I have to be in school on Saturday morning at 7.20am, bloody hell. >.>; And there's this funfair thing on Sunday, but May-chan doesn't want to go, and I'd bet Aine wouldn't if May doesn't. XO XO There's a new Chinese movie I wanna watch, and I think I'll drag my sister with me this weekend.
I am SO glad that Monday's a holiday. (Youth Day, I love you.)
[Edit] Oh, Aine-chan, I finished Hart's Hope. For some reason, it doesn't make me all depressed. o.o;; I think it's the mostly-detached style of writing. Lackey can rip my guts to little pieces (probably) coz of the way she writes as if she's feeling everything the character is. Orson Scott Card somehow manages to bring across the emotion without describing it. He describes the actions of the character instead, and while this takes a helluva lot of skill, it also makes the story less interactive, a little. Now I'm onto Anne Rice. :> It's ironic. You know the four books you first picked for me? Three of them are three of my four last unread books. The only one I read near the beginning of my reading spree was Diana Wynne Jones. :P
Wanna make another trip down to the library Saturday? Are we watching Charlie's Angels: Full Throttle?
Wednesday, July 2, 2003
11:21 p.m.
Mmm, you can really pick good books. ^_______^
Wednesday, July 2, 2003
11:03 p.m.
I love my sister. ^________^ She was nice enough to help me rub muscle-soothing lotion onto my back. Now it feels as if I poured toothpaste on my back, but at least it doesn't hurt as much. *purr*
Wednesday, July 2, 2003
09:49 p.m.
I think I'm over-balancing on one side. My back muscles on the left side are taut, and screaming at me. >.>
Yes, yes, I know, clear out my bag... I think it's mostly due to my GP exercise book. d00d, that thing is heavy.
Anyway, reading Orson Scott Card's Hart's Hope now. Mmm, books.
Tuesday, July 1, 2003
11:08 p.m.
Red, white and black! If not red, white and gold. Gads, they're really overdoing the colour-thing. I mean, even the hair-colour. Yeesh.
Mmm, Aine-chan, the dragon-book is cool. :D I'm three-quarters through it, and I wuuuuuuuub. I wish Wolf hadn't died though. T.T Damn, he was SO cool.
Tuesday, July 1, 2003
06:50 a.m.
Why the hell was I awake at 3.30 in the morning? XO
Monday, June 30, 2003
08:45 p.m.
AAAAAAAAARGHHHHHHHHH. I keep clicking on my favourites list and scrolling down to my HP section, then forcing myself to close the damned thing. EEEEEEEE.
Monday, June 30, 2003
08:36 p.m.
After much sleeping, I am very very tempted to go back to reading fanfiction now. I'm twitching to grab my HP fanfiction collection and immerse myself in it, or maybe my GW fanfiction. That would be pretty cool, too, 'specially if I could find 1x2x5 fic. ^_______^ I love those.
Monday, June 30, 2003
01:06 p.m.
So I spent the night trying desperately not to throw up, failing twice and barely succeeding at LEAST four times. I'm apparantly down with stomach flu. >.>
[Edit] On another note, stepping into my room when my curtains are closed is like stepping into another time zone. It's all blue and dim. *puuurr* It screws up my time-perception though. :P
Monday, June 30, 2003
12:09 a.m.
OH SHIT!! I can't find my Chem homework! I'm dead.
Sunday, June 29, 2003
10:56 p.m.
Shit, I'm about to start panicking. >.>
Right, okay, take deep breaths... Calm, calm... I need books. Right now. Otherwise I'm going to freak out, throw up, then hyperventilate. HOT SHOWER.
Sunday, June 29, 2003
03:48 p.m.
Bleh. Grounded. Was going over to May's to study today, since I can't do any work at home (for some reason) but now I can't. >.> Sorry. I /want/ to come over, but I can't. >.> Urgh.
Anyway, last minute homework, whoohoo.
Sunday, June 29, 2003
01:01 p.m.
Great. Juuuuuuuuust great. Now my dad is /ordering/ me to go. Bloody fucking hell.
Sunday, June 29, 2003
12:20 p.m.
Right. Great. So apparantly it's my fault that we're going for a "family lunch" (which I hate going for coz it's irritating) when my mom asked me if I want to eat lunch while I'm SLEEPING and thinks I said yes. I love the mechanics of family, don't you?
And I BET this "bonding time" is coz I got scolded last night about my results and blahblahblah and got grounded today when I agreed to go over to May's to study and help her out with Bio.
Fuck-pissed. Wheeee. And I wasn't even pissed (much) last night, just irritated and all "whatever". NOW I'm pissed. Stupid family.
Saturday, June 28, 2003
12:04 a.m.
Ack, headache. >.> I don't feel like doing work... *whine*
Friday, June 27, 2003
11:24 p.m.
The ending of FoR has me all hysterical. I mean, Kurei! Kaoru! Raiha! Mikagami! EEEEEEEE. Parting of friends! And lovers! And EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
... Yep, hysterical.
Friday, June 27, 2003
11:16 p.m.
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! *starts hyperventilating* I can't even begin to COMMENT on FoR's ending. It's just... Ohmygod. That's pretty much all that describes it. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
Friday, June 27, 2003
09:30 p.m.
NOOOOOOOOOOO! Joker DIED! HE DIED! How could they kill him off?! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Friday, June 27, 2003
01:49 p.m.
AAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHH!!!! XO XO XO STUPID GODDAMNED PRINTER.
Thursday, June 26, 2003
09:32 p.m.
Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. I forgot I used to scream like an insane fangirl whenever Mikagami did anything cool. I LOVE MIKAGAMI! And Kaoru! ^________^ And Youzen! And Fuugen! And Bou-chan! EEEEEEEEE!
[Edit] PLUS! I FORGOT! Raiha!!! EEEEEEEEEEEEE.
Thursday, June 26, 2003
06:34 p.m.
Ow. >.> I'd forgotten how much reading Houshin Engi HURTS. I love Youzen, Fuugen and Bou-chan. Kaori-chan, shall we gush together? :p *sighs* I forgot how much it hurt to see Fuugen and the others die and Bou-chan mourn for them.
Almost everybody DIED. T.T
Thursday, June 26, 2003
03:44 a.m.
Mmm, Houshin Engi. *purr*
Man, I'm out of practice. A couple of hours later than usual, and I'm disoriented from sprawling in weird positions to read. Mm, sleep, I s'pose.
More Houshin Engi in the morning and FoR after that! ^____________^
Thursday, June 26, 2003
02:18 a.m.
I suddenly feel like digging out and re-reading FoR and YYH and some other "fighting" manga. Digging out is perfectly accurate. >.>;; I think my YYH is buried right at the back of my manga cupboard. T.T I have no idea why I want to re-read those right now though. I'm currently re-reading Houshin Engi, and I'd totally forgotten how much I LOVE Youzen. ^_____^
Tuesday, June 24, 2003
10:58 p.m.
Did anyone else notice that Sirius and Remus shared a Christmas present for Harry? And that they live together? XD XD XD God, JKR is really dropping hints all over the place, isn't she?
And in case you didn't know, couples (married or long-term, usually) tend to give shared presents. XD It's a... thing. Like signing off festive cards with "Sirius and Remus". Go look at Christmas cards from your friends with girl/boyfriends sometime. XD
Tuesday, June 24, 2003
01:28 a.m.
Mmph. Eyes hurting like hell. Sleep now.
Tuesday, June 24, 2003
01:08 a.m.
Erk. My eyes hurt from reading too much. I've been alternating between my computer screen and my new copy of OotP. I'm not even one-third into the book yet, simply because I've some wonderful absolutely captivating fanfiction that grabbed me by the throat and wouldn't let go. I almost ended up all teary and "awwwwww..."
Mmm, rec blog with minna-chan-tachi. Very cool. :D Thanks for setting it up May.
[Edit] You forgot to mention the licking.
[Edit II] Could you please remind me to pick up Love Mode? I keep forgetting.
Monday, June 23, 2003
03:16 p.m.
Aine says:
...Moommyyy... somebody's bullyiing meeeee~
Kantras says:
Tattletale!
Aine says:
who's your mommy??
Reisha says:
Not you.
Aine says:
..though, wait, I already know that..
I love us. ^___________^
Monday, June 23, 2003
12:13 p.m.
WAHAHAHA!! *keels over laughing*
Every hair is in place and when he steps back you wait for him to grin down at you. You're afraid he'll say something horribly sentimental, so much so that you can't possibly be anything to him anymore, for the shame of it. Something like, "What are friends for?"
He says, "So fuck off after him," and tosses you your wand.
*snicker* Taken in context, it actually really isn't funny, but out of context...
Monday, June 23, 2003
01:11 a.m.
Mmm, books. Turns out I have around 10 unread books piled around in my room. Possibly more. This makes me very very happy. Hopefully, my mom will pick up more for me tomorrow. ^___________^
Sunday, June 22, 2003
10:19 p.m.
AAAAAAAAAAAH! I can't find my compass or my calculator!! How the HELL am I supposed to do Math like this?! SHIIIIIIIT!
Sunday, June 22, 2003
01:54 a.m.
*purr* I finished Castle of Deception and Fortress of Frost and Fire today, and in the meantime, have rediscovered how much fun Lackey's style can be. ^___________^ The best part about this series is how angst-free it is. And naturally, I also include the other book Aine tossed my way the other time. (So gay! XD XD Have I declared my love for you today yet? ^_________________^)
I'm quite proud of myself; six books in two or three days. Not too bad a record, even if I've probably done better than this. My eyes are a bit wonky though. :P
Mmm, sleep.
Saturday, June 21, 2003
07:54 p.m.
Oh good heavens, Lackey actually has threesome pairing in her book. o.o I am so getting the rest of this series.
And yes, I eat books for a living. My eyes are all wonky, as well as my lower back, from reading in bad light and weird positions.
[Edit] Mmm, I could sit here purring all day/night because of that story and its ending. *puuurrr*
Saturday, June 21, 2003
06:10 p.m.
I wish I could DRAW. The four (or five) newest Keys won't let my brain take a BREAK. I can see three of them in my head already, complete with personalities and matching lovers, and I can sort of sense how the fourth one is like, personality-wise but I can't write ANY of it! T.T The story is choppy, at best, and I don't know how to write it. It's just sitting in my head! I can see how it ends, and it would be nice to begin from there, but how to weave everything...? EEEEEEERGH. *frustrated* Aine-chan! HELP!
Saturday, June 21, 2003
04:53 p.m.
Just finished reading book 3 of the Death Gate Cycle, and now I'm all twitchy and wanting to read the entire series. -_-;;; And man, it is so very gay.
Saturday, June 21, 2003
12:41 a.m.
I'm reading a HP fic that is so good, that I'm almost moved to tears, and it isn't even the hurting part yet.
Honest, it isn't. May, Aine, if you haven't read it, you should. And trust me, Aine-chan, this is VERY in-character. REALLY! Reeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad ittttttt.
[Edit] Oh gods, I love this fic so much. But man, it's really long.
Saturday, June 21, 2003
12:10 a.m.
I suck at GP. Really really suck. I can't write an essay properly, and I definitely, absolutely, totally am going to FAIL this essay thing. XO
Thursday, June 19, 2003
11:05 p.m.
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. Adorably CUTE Harry Potter fic! *goes into hysterical fangirl spasms*
Thursday, June 19, 2003
10:39 p.m.
HP fanfiction, mmmmmmmmm. *purrrrr*
Meep, gotta do my GP essay, and have Chem tomorrow, and do some studying, and and and... Ooo, purty HP fiiiiiiiic...
That was pretty much how my whole day went. :P
Thursday, June 19, 2003
01:02 p.m.
This amuses me very very much. XD
Thursday, June 19, 2003
01:03 a.m.
I have another idea for Keyfic. It's about one of the cardinal points one I was asking you about the other day? ARGH. I can't write it properly. >.> I wish you would write it for meeeeee~... *whine*
Anyway, when you're online, Aine-chan, drop me a message. I need to ask for advice, and I need to discuss some of the concepts. They're floating around in my head.
I can SEE the images in my head, but I can't describe them properly, and I DEFINITELY can't draw them! XO XO XO XO It's very very frustrating to suck at English and be even worse at art, it is.
Wednesday, June 18, 2003
10:28 p.m.
Animatrix is creepy. I think it creeped out Aine and Meia more than me though. Aine-chan is unnerved. :P
Ugh, stupid headache. It's weird. :P The minute I begin doing Math, I get all sleepy. :> It must be the phenomenon called "LAZINESS". What fun!
:P And Aine and May-chan like Finding Nemo! XD XD Aine was going "Mine?" "Mine?" "Mine?" "Mine?" "Mine?" "Mine?" all day. XD And I probably wasn't helping. ^_______________^ Fun.
Wednesday, June 18, 2003
11:30 a.m.
... I seem to be in the mood for instrumental music these few days. o.o;; That's quite odd, coming from me. Anyway, gotta run. Meeting May and Aine at 12.30.
Wednesday, June 18, 2003
01:17 a.m.
I absolutely, totally, utterly love Yasunori Mitsuda's "Beach of Nothingness". So very very much. It just... It's very haunting. I just wish it were longer.
...Yes, I like stringed instruments. :P And wind instruments, actually. And percussion. It just depends on how the music is done, plus my current mood.
[Edit] It suits my current mood. It's not exactly sad, but definitely not happy. It's more like a question. There's a sense of mystery, of... something seeking something else. I dunno. It just... fits for the moment.
Mmm, lovely lovely song.
And the rythm is just perfect, along with the violin (or viola, if I'm wrong). It just sounds so good... *purr*
I just wish the song wouldn't end. I love the build up, but I would probably be happy if the song went on forever until I chose to change songs.
[Edit II] What section do pianos end up in then? It's sort of a string and percussion, isn't it? Or just percussion?
Wednesday, June 18, 2003
12:26 a.m.
Hmmm, you know, if anyone walks into my room, the first thought in their heads is going to be "what a mess..." but I think I'm kind of proud of the fact that almost all of it is books. ^___^ Bookworm and proud of it, yes I am. There's the problem of storage, but mmmmmmmm, books. ^____________________^
Tuesday, June 17, 2003
10:25 p.m.
Just came back from watching Finding Nemo. XD XD So cute. Dory is ADORABLE, and I absolutely LOVE Gil. XD XD XD XD
"I see the light."
"Are you my conscience?"
"Mine?" "Mine?" "Mine?" "Mine?" "Mine?" "Mine?"
That REALLY made me keel over snickering.
Then there was
"And you were like 'whoa!' Then you were like 'whoa!'. Then you were like 'whoa...'" *snicker*
*wub*
Tuesday, June 17, 2003
05:02 p.m.
Mm. The Earthsea books seem interesting. I just needed a bit of time to get used to the style. It's... sort of cool.
Meep. Gotta go get ready. Supposed to meet my family to watch Finding Nemo tonight. XD And tomorrow, with Aine and May. ^___________^
Tuesday, June 17, 2003
04:00 p.m.
I just finished David Gemmell's Hero in the Shadows. I'll pick up more of his stuff soon, but I don't really want to read the Waylander stories much. This book seems to be an end to that series, and although I have occasionally started a series by picking up the last book, it doesn't happen very often.
Some of his views on faith, on human nature, and about humans and gods are interesting. Aine-chan, you might like this book, I think. You should try it sometime. :>
Now, I shall attempt to read the other three library books due tomorrow. ^__________^
Tuesday, June 17, 2003
12:20 a.m.
My ankles and calves are aching and I can't seem to warm up properly. I think it's going to rain sometime in the morning today or something.
Tuesday, June 17, 2003
12:20 a.m.
My ankles and calves are aching and I can't seem to warm up properly. I think it's going to rain sometime in the morning today or something.
Monday, June 16, 2003
11:14 p.m.
I can find gay in almost any situation. Somehow that amuses me so much. :> Innuendo is fun to pick out. ^_____^
Monday, June 16, 2003
07:49 p.m.
It has a good ending. Oh my God. I'm almost in tears because of this fic.
I really love the titles. The Truth About Love indeed.
Monday, June 16, 2003
06:32 p.m.
... Ow. I'd forgotten how much it hurt to read Irresistable Poison.
[Edit] *whimper* I really hope it has a good ending, or at least a definite one, because I will just scream and cry.
Monday, June 16, 2003
05:32 p.m.
O.O I happened to see a piece of fanart of Rociel, and the first thought that jumped into my head was "Flame of Rekka!" Gods. He looks like Kurei, with longer hair.
Monday, June 16, 2003
05:18 p.m.
Gah. I feel vaguely like writing a little, but I'm also very much wanting to read. Not to mention hide like a bunny in my den, but that's besides the point.
Mmm, more Keys.
Monday, June 16, 2003
03:47 p.m.
*keels over and dies laughing* Okay, this result, I was TOTALLY not expecting. XD
You are The Merovingian, from "The
Matrix." Wit and danger, with a French
twist. You are adamant about the slightly
materialistic things- power, wealth, posession.
Dominating, aren't we?
What Matrix Persona Are You?
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Monday, June 16, 2003
03:37 p.m.
Just finished Michael A. Stackpole's Talion:Revenant. It's good. I couldn't guess the ending until I got to it.
Hmm. A couple of new ideas for Keys, but I'd have to flip through Fushigi Yuugi for help. o.o;;; Aine-chan, May-chan, want to help me out so I can find other sources of information?
Sunday, June 15, 2003
04:08 p.m.
My feet feel like they're about to cramp, and it's been like this since last night. >.>;; I couldn't even stretch properly because my feet and calves are so incredibly stiff that my feet will immediately begin cramping if I try. Bleh. And I can't walk properly. Therefore, I'm going to curl up in bed and read until my eyes hurt enough that I'm forced to stop.
Sunday, June 15, 2003
01:18 a.m.
Oh thank God it's over. My feet hurt like HELL. I can barely WALK.
Sleep, yes, much sleep is good.
Saturday, June 14, 2003
01:29 a.m.
OhmygodIhurtsobaaaaaaaaaaad... I could just cry. My feet hurt, and some weird parts of my body hurt, and I think I'm near dehydration, even though I was guzzling a lot more water than I usually do.
Very bad...
Thursday, June 12, 2003
12:21 p.m.
Ugh, woke up with leg cramps early in the morning. But at least I got quite a lot of sleep. I think I slept at 3. But waking up late is bliss, so I'm okay with it. ^_____^
Thursday, June 12, 2003
01:54 a.m.
Just got home a couple of minutes ago, and my eyes hurt so bad... *whimper* I wonder how the guys managed. And they report earlier than me, too. o.o;;
*sighs* Tired as hell.
[Edit] And it's fun that I drop the guys off more often than they drop me. :P
[Edit II] Oh, forgot to mention that I did wardrobe today, since Sondha wasn't here, and Wendy took over for someone else, too. Pasting mikes onto sweaty actors can be gross, let me tell you. :P But they're fun to tease though.
Tuesday, June 10, 2003
11:37 p.m.
You know what irritates me enough that I make my parents sit for fifteen minutes hearing me rant? We have to do lots of stuff for Front of House this time right, so I'm having problems finding enough people, I have to settle temperature-taking related crap, and everything's not cooperating. It really really really pisses me off, because I can think of a lot of things that money can be better spent on than [specific examples removed, since they'd probably offend some people] but yet they can spend it and I can't spend it on some of the stuff I need. I end up donating a whole big pile of stuff, and that really pisses me off.
Tuesday, June 10, 2003
11:06 p.m.
*keels over and dies* Bloody tired. Spent lots of time doing ticketing today. It's fun. :D Now there are like five of us, and it's fuuuuuuuuuuuun and insane, although there are times when I feel old. :P Yeah, I know, one year difference is all... But still.
Blah, tired.
Monday, June 9, 2003
11:36 p.m.
You beat me to it.
Monday, June 9, 2003
11:27 p.m.
*thud* I didn't even do much crew-stuff today and I feel bloody tired. I cannot remember how I ever managed not to keel over and die at the end of each day last year.
... Or maybe I /did/ keel over and die. Now I have to do ticketing-related things, so I can't afford to keel over yet. I seem to remember large amounts of dying immediately after getting home and showering last year.
Hmm. Oh well.
Sunday, June 8, 2003
11:30 p.m.
Love Under Will rips my heart to little itty bits. It's a Harry Potter fanfic.
Ow.
Friday, June 6, 2003
06:22 a.m.
I detest mornings. XO
Thursday, June 5, 2003
11:02 p.m.
I finished Swordspoint. Mmmm, an unexpected ending. I like the book. ^___^ Thursday, June 5, 2003
08:42 p.m.
I s'pose it's good for everyone involved, myself included, that by the end of the day, I'm simply too tired to get angry anymore. I was pretty numb all day, sort of. I didn't really feel very much of anything. When I get home, I tell my sister about it, and I want to cry, to scream, to kill something, to immediately give in to temptation and quit and simply do something more worthwhile.
I wonder if this means that the only place I feel safe/comfortable enough to let everything go is at home with my sister or in front of the computer. Geek, I am.
[On an out-of-point note: Somehow, the whole "only allowing self to break down in front of certain people/in certain environments" reminds me of a scene in Swordspoint.]
I should've quit at the beginning of the year, really, I should have. Pity I only realised it now. I bet I could've picked up enough points to get a decent grade by joining another CCA (Science-ish related. As long as it wasn't an Artsy thing, I probably would've been safe) at the beginning of the year and being really active.
I feel really really stupid, and sort of angry, but not really at Elvin. I think Arpita probably isn't pissed at ELVIN either. He's just sort of the bringer of bad news. I think he's probably regretting not quitting, too.
I don't know, but goddamnit, I feel so... ARGH.
Thursday, June 5, 2003
02:50 p.m.
I'm in one of the school computer labs again. GP's boring and irritating and AUGH. Turns out there's Drama after school today (Waaaaaah).
I was reading Swordspoint during lunch just now, and I reached a VERY EXTREMELY depressing bit. It made me want to scream and go "noooooooo~" in the typically fangirly manner, even in the middle of class. :P That would REALLY have made my classmates look at me weirdly.
Hmm, period's almost over. *sighs* Oh well.
Thursday, June 5, 2003
12:04 a.m.
And suddenly, our of the blue, I see:
Start bending me
It's never enough
I feel all your pieces
~"Bent", Matchbox 20
and get extremely, utterly, totally amused.
I am /so/ warped.
There's a play about homosexuals in WWII, I believe, in Singapore by that name. It was in the Life! section of the newspaper today, and amuses me immensely. XD
Wednesday, June 4, 2003
11:18 p.m.
I'm halfway through Swordspoint and I realise that it makes me somber. It has a lot of politics, quite a large amount of intruige, and some sweet romantic bits (that makes me happy), as well as a fair amount of sword fighting. It's interesting, and very good. Thank you so much. ^________^ From the beginning of the book, I expect Richard and Michael to have something going along the length of the book, and I expect Alec to die, don't ask me why. It's just a feeling.
Hmm. I like this book, and the style is very very good. I may end up getting all her books, gay or not.
Wednesday, June 4, 2003
09:28 p.m.
Two weeks after May lends me her Lisa Loeb CD and I've switched to listening to Lisa Loeb 24/7, Evanescence still calls images of the GW boys into my head.
Tuesday, June 3, 2003
11:59 p.m.
I'm sitting directly where the air-con is pointed, wearing a sleeveless top of a fairly thin material, and I'm not even feeling vaguely chilled. My back and my ears are STILL overheating, and I'm all cranky-whiny-sulky-grumpy-as-hell. How the hell am I supposed to sleep?
Tuesday, June 3, 2003
11:50 p.m.
If I don't blow up from frustration (and suppressing it) within the span of these two weeks, remind me to go buy 4D. It'll be a week of miracles.
Tuesday, June 3, 2003
11:01 p.m.
Tired as hell. We finished sewing the beads onto all eight bolts of cloth today, and tomorrow we're supposed to be shopping for stuff like duct tape, masking tape, cable ties, and all that stuff. And I'm supposed to go down to a couple of schools with Joel to deliver tickets and pick up cash. Damnit, I am /so/ tired. >.> I hate school.
Tuesday, June 3, 2003
06:27 a.m.
My air-con ended up being all weird last night, so I couldn't sleep properly because it was too bloody hot. Second night in a row. FUCK THIS.
I foresee two very EXTREMELY TOTALLY etc etc bad weeks ahead.
Monday, June 2, 2003
10:11 p.m.
Today was a very very fantabulously bad day. I'm depressed as fuck now.
I like this song, although it makes me depressed, sometimes. Whee.
Lisa Loeb - Drops Me Down
I walked away to get wisdom,
but in the end i just walked home,
and it drops me, drops me down,
and I'm not feeling so good again.
It was the same songs,
and it's making me sad,
cause I think that it's happened,
and it hasn't been had,
and it drops me, drops me down,
and I'm not feeling so good again.
And I'm injured again,
and it's sick and I'm sucked in.
Yeah, I'm at it again,
it's sick and I'm sucked in,
it's sick and I'm sicked in.
Cause I had something so dear
slip away and leave me here,
and it drops me, drops me down,
and I'm not feeling so good again.
Yeah it drops me, drops me down,
and I'm not feeling so good again.
Monday, June 2, 2003
02:46 p.m.
Today has been a very bad day. I'm really really frustrated, and really tired, and it's very very VERY tempting to tell everyone to fuck off and curl up somewhere to sleep. Since I can't, I'm just going to settle for not thinking about it, and shutting it up somewhere in my head.
[Edit] One thing that contributed to the bad day was the school computer being a bitch, but that wasn't too bad, because at least I wasn't trying very hard to do my essay properly.
Have I mentioned that I have a goddamned headache which is helping to make my day suck more? Well, I do.
[Edit II] And I forgot to mention that Drama's being a bitch again, plus making Drama people act like total assholes, too. I overflow with love for my CCA, which can go fuck itself and die and I probably wouldn't mourn too badly.
[Edit III] Oh! And I forgot. I have to go back to school for an after-school thing, even though I'm home now.
See why I love it?
[Edit IV] Did I say very bad day? I meant EXTREMELY, SUPREMELY, VERY bad day.
Monday, June 2, 2003
12:15 p.m.
I'm in one of the school computer labs, and I'm bored. We're supposed to be doing a GP essay thing, but the stupid computer erased 20 minutes worth of work on a whim, therefore I refuse to restart it right now. >.>;;; My classmates are slacking too, since don't have to hand this in by today.
You know what's fun? Ender's Game is on my book list. XD And so's Jane Yolen's "Briar Rose", which is an alternate version of Sleeping Beauty. XD XD
So incredibly fun.
Monday, June 2, 2003
12:00 a.m.
There's a test tomorrow (technically today, since it's already 12) and I haven't read the GP package at all.
Watched Matrix Reloaded today. It was okay, I s'pose, but there were several bits where I keeled over laughing onto May, who'd smack me, or over toward Aine's side, and the two of us would snicker hysterically together. Man, so much fun. But d0000000d, Aine-chan is WARPED.
My sister just asked me to sleep with her 'cause she's freaked out from watching Double Vision. My parents aren't in Singapore and stuff, so we're alone upstairs, and she lent my mother her rosary. She's feeling lost without it. -_-;; Then when I told her to sleep with her Bible instead, she said that maybe she would. o.o;; I meant it as a joke.
She has a crucifix hanging at the foot of her bed, too. I have no idea why she's freaked. o.o;;;
Although admittedly, I refused to watch Double Vision. :P Especially on a school night.
Sunday, June 1, 2003
12:01 p.m.
Books books books. My room seems to be a mess of books. ^_____^ And I'm not unhappy about it, either.
Friday, May 30, 2003
10:35 p.m.
The last two fingers on my right hand and both my feet hurt like hell. I wonder why. >.>
We won the rugby match, but it was by a pretty small margin. Not a bad game, I s'pose, but I spent about a third of the game standing behind the RJ spectator stands under a very large tree, talking to Qey. :> That was fun.
I was going to have dinner with May and Aine after that, but they pulled out on me. T.T So no comfort food, no comfort company, and no chocolate. How depressing. At least I have a big pile of books in my room waiting to be read.
35/70 for Math. It's depressing. At least I know I passed overall, since I passed the test, if I remember right. Now I want Bio and Chem. *sighs*
It was a bloody tiring day, and I don't get to sleep in tomorrow, a fact that irritates me immensely. I love sleeping in, and I hate waking up early. And worse yet, I have to go to SCHOOL for Drama stuff. I probably wouldn't mind if it wasn't so goddamned far. I guess I was just stupid when I chose this school. I wonder where my brains went, sometimes, when things are just going so wrong in AC that I regret my choices SO much. Most other times, I don't think about it. Maybe that's why I'm not patriotic to the school, or anything. I don't feel much about it, simply because I was apathetic about where I wanted to go. At the time, I really didn't want to go to RJC, NJC, VJC, or CJC. That was about it. The others either didn't really appeal, or were "alright". AC And SA drew on the "alright" factor, so I didn't really mind which of the two I ended up in. I suspect that no matter WHAT school I landed in, I'd be having regrets. I suppose I should be grateful that it's this mild.
Books books books, I love you.
[Edit] Did I forget to mention that they dragged the whole entire SCHOOL down to support the team?
Thursday, May 29, 2003
10:27 p.m.
I was very very very very pissed off a short while ago because tomorrow's going to be a long, LONG day, I only got home at 9-ish, and I have to be at school at bloody TEN AM in the freakin' morning on a Saturday after having to cancel plans made TWO WEEKS IN ADVANCE to go see Matrix Reloaded with Aine and Meia... *growl*
I'm still pissed off, but reading Prison of Souls (and finishing it. There's even possible yaoi, although it's only implied --- more's the pity) I feel more detached about things.
I like Alaire. ^____^ And Kai's cool, once he stops being a brat.
Wednesday, May 28, 2003
09:39 p.m.
AWRIGHT! Alex-neechama likes Matchbox 20, too! XD So cool. I love Unwell. Wednesday, May 28, 2003
07:09 p.m.
Urgh. Been having a headache for most of the afternoon. If it isn't hurting, then at the very least, there's this sense of pressure or something. >.>;; Gah.
Wednesday, May 28, 2003
06:02 p.m.
I'm FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE, finally.
Well, from exams, anyway. And immediately after that, I hie off to Orchard to pick up books! More specifically, to Kino, Orchard Library and Borders, where I picked up a grand total of seventeen books. ^______________^ Mostly thick ones, too. Aine-chan brought me lots of swag and thus has won my eternal devotion. XD
Wednesday, May 28, 2003
06:27 a.m.
I hate mornings. If you see me on a day that I wake up early, then meet me on a day when I wake up late (by May and Aine's standards, not mine), the difference is so obvious. I'm less cranky, for one thing. And I think better. >.>
Stupid early mornings. At least I finish early today.
Tuesday, May 27, 2003
09:35 p.m.
Some of the Lisa Loeb songs depress me.
I think reading HP fanfic didn't help all too much. Sometimes when I'm reading fanfic, I wonder why the main characters don't succumb to the compulsion to go to a window and scream until they feel better.
I wouldn't mind doing that if I were them.
STUDY, stupid. >.>
Monday, May 26, 2003
10:01 p.m.
AUUUUUUUUGHHHHHHHH! Aine-chan! Help! The Keys are SPAWNING IN MY HEAD. T.T
... Maybe a better word would be "budding". XD
Monday, May 26, 2003
08:45 p.m.
Kantras says:
And *glomp* thanks. :> I need to toss ideas around.
Aine says:
no problem.. I gay! =P
I'm just going to say "..." at this point of time.
I have Chem tomorrow and I'm DEAD. Whee.
Monday, May 26, 2003
12:44 a.m.
*panics* Exams tomorrow. And yes, I know I deserve it, May. Don't rub it in more than it already is. I'll sleep now and wake up early tomorrow to study. Oh man... This is what the Chinese call "ling(2) shi(2) bao(4) fuo(2) jiao(3)".
Mreeeeeeeee~... *panics*
Saturday, May 24, 2003
10:43 p.m.
I am very very very very amused, because for the first time, I'm listening carefully --- or at least paying attention --- to the lyrics of Placebo's Pure Morning. *snicker* Um, Jing, you don't want to hear it, but Aine, May, it might amuse you. XD
I Know, by Placebo is good, and the lyrics don't kick any levers in my head, so it should be safe for innocent people like Jing. ^_~
Placebo is good for a certain kind of mood, for me. I have a fairly large range of songs, for different moods, but I usually compile MP3 lists on a whim, and toss in whatever I feel like listening at the moment. So this list, for example, has ballads, Placebo-type music, Evanescence, Lifehouse, The Calling, pop, some Eminem, some boy-bands, and Delerium. It's going to have a bunch of Lisa Loeb soon, too.
Although come to think of it, if you observe my taste in music, it seems to be shifting. I used to be more pop-oriented in secondary school. Then I went more toward alternative. Right now, I have no idea what type of music this is, but... oh well.
Saturday, May 24, 2003
12:03 a.m.
I love Keys, so far. ^_________________^ I like what I've seen of the Quartz Key, and the Willow Key is just... *purrr* It's enchanting, and very well-written, and very very good.
[Edit] Gareth Gates voice is VERY androgynous. I thought it was a female singer until I looked up at the TV screen. And the lead singer of Placebo looks VERY androgynous in the MTV of The Bitter End. I stared at that screen for a few minutes trying to figure out if he/she was male or not, and while I think it's a guy, I'm still not 100% sure.
I downloaded a bunch of their stuff though. I had this sudden craving for Placebo-style music.
Thursday, May 22, 2003
11:29 p.m.
I am quite bemused by how firmly my brain insists on dragging images of GW in front of my eyes whenever I hear Evanescence. The songs that really kick my brain into remembering GW things are probably Going Under, Everybody's Fool, My Immortal, Hello, My Last Breath, Breathe No More, Eternal...
... I'm naming every song that I have, aren't I? Fine. So all of Evanescence that I've ever heard, I link to GW. This is /not/ a good thing, since I'm trying to memorise information about plant germination and stuff. >.>;;
Thursday, May 22, 2003
07:58 p.m.
It's all your fault! Now every time I think of yeast, I think of Heimdall. -_-;;;
Thursday, May 22, 2003
01:10 a.m.
*thud* Bed now.
Wednesday, May 21, 2003
11:21 p.m.
I wonder what environmental conditions switch on the genes for tulips and induce them to flower. I mean, considering that once you remove them from the fridge-thing in which florists store them, they immediately begin opening their buds, probably because of this incredibly humid and hot climate here.
My sister bought ten stalks of yellow tulips and ten pink ones today. That's what triggered the thought.
Then while typing this, I realised that what I learnt in school is the conditions required for flower production --- referring to the stimulation of apical (I think) buds to produce buds and thus flowers --- not the opening of buds. Pity. Plant stuff is interesting, if difficult to memorise (God, the details. >.>;;) and it's fun to learn. May doesn't have to study it though. Oh no~... NJC is doing Biotechnology for their option. >.> SO UNFAIR. It might have been /fun/ to do! And it probably wouldn't entail THIS much memorising! T.T
At least Aine-chan's new fic idea can use both of us, anyway. :P
Wednesday, May 21, 2003
11:10 p.m.
I love you and you. You know why.
What is it with this heat wave thing? It's really really hot these few days, and incredibly humid. >.>
Aine-chan said the weather-people reported a max of 34.9 degrees Celsius today. Urgh.
It's at times like these that we should all pack up and go live in Canada in a house, just to see if we could.
Hmm... I wonder if we could survive staying in the same apartment for a couple of months. Are you two interested in trying it out after the A's?
This is just idle speculation, mind.
Wednesday, May 21, 2003
12:26 a.m.
My chest hurts in various places (near the base of my breastbone, along the lowest pair of ribs on the left side, along my back...) because I've been lying full length on the floor writing notes. Strangely enough, when I'm lying in that position, it doesn't hurt at all, and I don't have any trouble breathing. It's when I get up that it begins to hurt. >.>
Anyway, tired. Sleep.
[Edit] /Especially/ at my breastbone. >.>; (That's what the thing that the ribs fuse to right? Other than the spine, I mean.)
Tuesday, May 20, 2003
07:54 p.m.
I wub you! Thanks so much. ^__________^ Now just keep dangling it in front of my face, and MAYBE I won't go insane from having no reading material this week.
Tuesday, May 20, 2003
11:41 a.m.
Study study study... tralala...
Tuesday, May 20, 2003
11:30 a.m.
*keels over laughing* Elves evolved from RABBITS? *snicker* Good heavens.
Tuesday, May 20, 2003
01:22 a.m.
Brain dead and sleepy. Keeling over now.
Monday, May 19, 2003
10:19 p.m.
Study study study... Gotta go study, before Meia kills me...
That would make an interesting rhyme thing.
My eyes hurt. >.>
Yes, brain dead much. Wheee.
Monday, May 19, 2003
08:43 p.m.
And today during GP, I actually did an essay plan I'm happy with. My teacher probably won't ask us to write this essay, since essay marking is hell on her, and she has to mark 30 essays and we just have to write one. I might still write it and ask her to take a look at it though. It's... I dunno. One of the few essays I've ever /thought/ I could write properly? It's rare.
Maybe.
It has bits (quite a lot) of Geog, a little of Bio, a lot about land pollution, sewage systems, garbage disposal systems, water purification, and other stuff. It might be mildly interesting to write.
Monday, May 19, 2003
08:25 p.m.
So I fell asleep curled up on the floor for around 4 hours, when I only intended to sleep for 2. >.>;; See the one with no self-control.
So school today was it's usual icky self, except when we got our thermometers and had to take our temperatures. GOD that was hilarious. XD The first time we tried to take our temperatures (the whole school doing it all together now, as a show of support, including our teachers, after the principal went through the instructions on how to use a thermometer --- "open your mouth, place the thermometer UNDER your tongue (children) then close your mouth") we were all snickering so hard that it took a bloody long time for the temperature to stabilise and the thing to beep.
It's amazing how much temperatures range though. I have classmates getting temperatures of 35+ and some getting 36.5 ("Damn! Missed it by 0.1 degrees!") and others getting a huge range in between. It was so funny when the principal said something to the extent of "if you get below 36 degrees Celsius, don't worry, you aren't dead..." *snicker* Seriously. And it's so gross! They expect us to use the thermometer in the morning, store it in the casing thing, then only wash during recess! How gross is that? Bleah. Even at home, we wash after use before tossing it into the casing.
Ew.
Anyway. Thing. Hilarious. And all JCs got their thermometers today. So very funny.
Sunday, May 18, 2003
10:56 p.m.
Have I mentioned this today yet? No, no, I don't think so.
I ABSOLUTELY, TOTALLY, UTTERLY HATE SCHOOL.
That is all.
Sunday, May 18, 2003
10:34 p.m.
Webcomic distracted me a little from Fortress Draconis, but man, psycho I'm-insane please-help-me who's-real-and-who's-not main characters are COOL. Not to mention that the physical shell housing those splits is an effeminate kid who has hair like Duo's, but unbound. XD
*purr*
I'm still thinking about Crow though. CLIFFHANGER. T.T
I need more reading material. But I shouldn't, coz my exams are next week. So very screwed.
Sunday, May 18, 2003
06:57 p.m.
Eep. Ever since I finished Fortress Draconis, I can't stop thinking about what will happen next. I'm really curious as to what happens to Crow, and Will, and Resolute (God, what a name. XD I love them.) and the others. Crow is REALLY cool. And even the villians are mildly interesting, at least.
I want the next book~! Waaah...
Sunday, May 18, 2003
05:03 p.m.
AAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRGHHHHH!!! It ended on a cliffhanger! NOOOOOO!!!! *cries*
I just finished this book called Fortress Draconis by Michael A. Stackpole, and it ended on a cliffhanger. *weeps* It's pretty good, although some bits about war, tactics and strategy got a little boring. I want the next book, goddamnit! They can't end it like that! *cries*
Oh, and I'm going to pick up more Clive Barker stuff. I tried Abarat, and I liked it, so maybe I'll like his other stuff. I'm running out of things to read, anyway.
[Edit] Archived, tralala... *drools after books*
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