01:52 a.m.

My eyes are blurring with tears from looking at the computer screen for too long. This rarely happens when I read, or watch eight straight hours (or more) of TV (Meteor Garden) or play games for twelve hours straight. I rarely stop for anything when I get really obsessed.

Been reading stuff that May-chan introduced again, and my eyes are hurting. My right hand is frozen stiff (literally) and my other hand is cold. It's scary the way the cold makes the little blood vessels on my hand stand out against my skin colour. They aren't veins, because all veins except one carry deoxygenated blood and thus are blue-green, or purple. My hand looks as if it has a mapwork, a MAZE of red tracings, one over the other, on it when I get cold enough. That's the way you spot if I /am/ cold. If it gets bad enough, the little red lines show up on my entire arm, upper arm included, although it isn't so bad there.

Come to think of it, my left hand has the red tracings too. I think I'll go to bed soon, although I'm not tired. My eyes hurt.

Sunday, December 15, 2002

07:00 p.m.

I spotted Count Cain volume 9 in Chinese (which translates to God Child 4 in Japanese. I know this because May-chan has been reading the Japanese one for the past week, and I am now extremely familiar with the cover.) at my CC, which would mean that it's out. May-chan, naturally, jumped to buy it, squeaking. XD *ducks* I can think of two other people who might be really happy that it's out. ^_______^ I'm just going to steal May-chan's copy, since I flipped through the Japanese version already. Yuki Kaori depresses me incredibly. Therefore, I shall make sure I have lots of happy stuff around before attempting to read anything by her. Not that I don't love her work and stuff, but still.

I found Paradise Kiss at CC too! XD XD XD *happy dance* I've been hearing really nice stuff 'bout it from Kit-neechama, and May-chan told me that they had it in Chinese, so I asked, and they DID! XD I overlooked it maaaaaaaaany times, since I didn't know what the cover (the spine part) looked like . >.>;;;

At least I have it now. ^____________^

Sunday, December 15, 2002

02:02 p.m.

If you're interested, there's a Singapore Weiqi Association at Bishan. There might be people (I think they hold classes) who you can consult about this kind of stuff? It's in the same building as the Singapore International and Chinese Chess Associations.

I used to go to play I-chess. I suck at it now. >.>;; Haven't practiced for... almost two years.

Sunday, December 15, 2002

01:54 p.m.

Ahh... Hot showers. Strangely enough, I sometimes dream about fics that I want to write, 'specially when I'm dozing. When I woke up this morning, I had the ending of the dream (and the fic) in my head. It was... not a happy ending, so I woke up feeling pretty down. But having May-chan threaten to 'do bad things' to me if I was in the shower when she got here, plus the hot shower (it only took me what? Five minutes? Ten? Around there. Which is pretty good for me. :D) itself, I feel better. Hot shower on a cold day, when my hands and feet are cold and feel slightly numb, is wonderful. And it sort of woke me up too. ^_____^ And even the song I'm listening to (Richard Marks - Missing You) isn't making me feel depressed or anything, although this song is traditionally a very sad song. I'll put up the lyrics someday.

I love hot showers. ^___________^

Sunday, December 15, 2002

01:24 p.m.

Thunderstorm again. Even under two blankets, I was still cold. Of course, the fact that my air-con was (still is, actually) at 18 degrees Celsius could have something to do with that.

I love rain. It's such a grey, grey day today.

I came home yesterday to find my hi-fi set GONE! ...My mom sent it for repair. >.>;; I wish she'd TELL me about these things. I mean, yeah, sure, I didn't freak out or anything, but d00d!

I should probably try and watch that VCD that I've been intending to watch for the past three nights soon. The due date ought to be within the next few days. Having a sister who works in Video Ezy can be fun. ^___^

Oh, and apparantly, as long as I set my body clock at least six hours from the time I sleep, I can wake up automatically. Considering that I woke up at 10AM sharp today (I was thinking that I ought to wake up at 10 today so that I could do something before May-chan comes over) and 9.40AM yesterday (when I told myself to wake up at 10 so that I could meet May-chan for lunch), and both these times are about six hours (almost to the minute) from the time that I fall asleep... It's kinda cool.

No, I don't know what time I fall asleep, but I guess, because I do tend to look at the clock periodically when I'm trying to sleep.

Sunday, December 15, 2002

03:16 a.m.

I'm hungry, and there's nothing immediately edible (which means no-cooking) in the house that appeals to me. Grar. Sleeping while my stomach is grumbling at me is a trial.

... That I have to go through practicallly every night. >.>;;

All you have to do is study my blog for a space of two weeks and you can see why I get gastric attacks all the time.

Sunday, December 15, 2002

03:11 a.m.

>.>;; I still haven't watched the show. I got distracted. You ought to know by what, since you hooked me onto it. :P

Cool! XD This author writes pretty funny stuff. It can get pretty sweet-and-sappy too, which can be fun. And yes, Regina's Song is different from other Eddings stories.

... Other than the fact that it has no blue glowy holy object of immense power. :P

For one thing, the main character of the story remains unattached! And I didn't expect that ending. I thought Regina would be... y'know, not the one. It was interesting. ^___^

If we get our asses kicked by Shizel some more tomorrow, I am going to SO curse and swear at the TV. >.>;;; As if four times weren't enough. Rar.

Sunday, December 15, 2002

02:03 a.m.

Went over to May-chan's house today to play ToE, since I refuse to have ANYTHING to do with Shizel's castle alone. It's creepy. We upgraded the ship with the Aibird, the inn and the shop. ^__________^ It was so much fun. We went through Aifread's Tomb (gods, that guy was so weird.) and earned a helluva lot of money. The tower thing where Valkyrie was fun, sort of ("... and they looked up, and up, and up, and up, and...") although she kicked my ass. :P May had to fight her, since I was getting trashed. -_-;;; Yeah, I'm a wimp.

We picked up Maxwell and Sekundes, completed the Sunken Ship (that was really fun! ^_______^ Even fighting the Siren. And we found out that we could actually defeat the Fake treasure boxes! XD XD XD That was so absolutely cool!) and basically, did stuff. It was fun. *happy*

The fact that I did all this with a huge headache all frickin' day kind of lessened the fun factor, although it was still great. >.>;;; My head still hurts.

Just showered, and my hair is dripping down onto my neck. When in an air-con room, this is bad, since water is cold. Anyway, going to watch something while my hair dries. Then I can go to sleep.

Saturday, December 14, 2002

03:01 a.m.

I was going to watch a VCD, but I guess I ought to go to bed, since I'm trying to wake up in time to meet May-chan for lunch. >.>;;;

Saturday, December 14, 2002

02:22 a.m.

I love books by Meg Cabot. She's the author of The Princess Diaries, and I have two of her books. She writes adorable romance novels (pretty short, as compared to... uh... Lackey, or something.) and the stories are just so... CUTE!! Really! I lent the first book I got (I forgot the title) to May-chan, and I hope she likes it. The second book that I bought, All American Girl is really cute too! *purr*

Why am I not gushing about ToE? Well, see, it's like this. Now that I can actually go into the final dungeon (not including all the bonus dungeons), I am thoroughly intimidated and freaked. The last time we played the bloody thing, the two of us were really really nervy. Even with the guide book. >.>;;; There is no way that I'm going to play that thing alone.

I need to pick up the other Craymels too, come to think of it. Hmm. And I want to play the bonus dungeons (like the Sunken Ship) so that I can upgrade the Van Elita! XD

...Not to mention level up (both the humans and otherwise), attempt to get last minute weapons, stock ups and practice (with Reid or Keele, depending who May-chan wants to be this time), and make sure Craymels like Volt actually LEVEL UP. >.>;;; Volt almost never leveled up in my game, mainly because Lightning Blade is a close range spell, and for it to cause sufficient damage, the enemy must be close by. >.>;;;;;; Well. At least it was Meredy's spell.

Gah. I'm tensing up and beginning to panic, for no reason that I can fathom. o.o;;;;;;;;; Oh gods, beginning to feel nauseous...

Two novels? Please say that you're at least trying to read the romantic novel thing...? I was going to bring the other one, but if you're not interested, I'll just try to keep my enthusiastic gushing to myself... *pathetic look*

Friday, December 13, 2002

03:47 a.m.

It's almost 4AM, and I'm tired and hungry, but warm, since I just took a really hot shower. Anyway, I want a shop and an inn on my ship, and I don't care if I have to raise 1200 000 Gald to get it! I'll probably go play all the extra dungeons and see if I can get my ship upgraded until I'm happy with it. XD

Hmm. I haven't even gotten Rem yet. I guess I should go to Regulus Knoll before going to the Sunken Ship dungeons and stuff, huh? But I've already got Shadow. XD I looooove Shadow. The little chibi Craymels in the Craymel Cages are sooooooo cute! XD XD XD

Wanna help me out? Maybe on Saturday or something...?

Hmm. Not bad, I don't think I've died in any major boss battle yet, although I died trying to solve the stupid Roulette puzzle-game thing in Chat's WEIRD great-grandfather's cave-thingy. (We managed to pretty much beat everybody on the first try, including Hyades. Yes, ALL his irritatingly powerful incarnations >.>;;;;;) Grr. I spent around TWO HOURS on that damned thing. >.>;; And kept screaming and yelling and stuff at my mom and her mahjong khakis. :P My sister had to suffer through my hysterics in the Shadow Cave.

Oh, and May-chan introduced me to Smallville when I was over at her house. It was my first time watching it. :P Lex is SO GAY. And Clarke is sooooooo hot! Smallville smut!! XD XD XD

I love you. ^______________^

Meep. Gotta go out tomorrow. T.T Need sleep.

Friday, December 13, 2002

03:18 a.m.

*laughs*

As second player, while May-chan plays Reid. :P Except this time round, I'm playing Reid and she's playing Keele. :D

Friday, December 13, 2002

03:04 a.m.

WHEE!!! XD I love ToE 2!! *hyper hops*

Less than nine hours to get through the WHOLE of Disc One, when someone told me that each disc was good for at least ten hours. XD Better yet! Finished Disc Two in one day. Around 11 hours (straight, pretty much.) of gaming and I'm onto Disc Three. XD XD XD

So, that would be about 12 hours of straight gaming today! Lightheadedness, slightly dizzy, caffeine-hyped feeling, tense muscles... Yeah, pretty much the classic signs.

... XD XD XD WHEEEEEEEEE! So fun! I LOVE this game! And now I'm tempted to write ToE 2 fic. :P

*prances happily away* In short, I'm on Disc Three and planning to stay up tomorrow night to play. XD

EDIT: Oh yeah, and I stayed over at her house last night so I could play ToE, and she ended up falling asleep around 12-ish, but was sweet enough to keep me company (instead of sleeping in her proper bed) 'til about 3AM or so, when I finished Disc One. XD I rock.

Oh, and I saved onto your memory card. >.>;;; Sorry. Mine's... weird. I don't remember /half/ of the stuff I saved on that one. You should replay ToE y'know. XD Just for the fun of it, since I've already played about two-thirds of the dungeons this replay.

I forgot how much I hate Balir's castle. >.>;;;;

OH! And I was right about the "Shi-" person. :P Her name is Shizel. XD

Wednesday, December 11, 2002

01:16 p.m.

Kawaaaaaaiiiii! It may be pointless, but it's cute, y00! ^____^ You rock, as I no doubt have blabbered about before. :P Hmm. Good luck on the essay...

We still have slightly less than three weeks. Are you going to streak your hair blue or not?

And yesterday, I spent $143 on CDs and a DVD. >.>;; All of which were/are presents. And I found out that my sister and I picked up the same CD. -_-;;; So she's going to return it to MJ and exchange it for another one. I wonder what to get for Aine-chan, Kaori-chan, Kai-chan... The list goes on forever. >.> I think I've only covered... two people's presents comlpetely. And that's almost killed my bank account as it is. >.>;;;

... On the other hand, my dad just gave me two hundred bucks to spend purely on books! XD Meeting Adrienne to pop down to Borders. *bounces off happily*

AND I WANNA PLAY ToE!!!! *whine*

Wednesday, December 11, 2002

03:40 a.m.

I seem to be talking a lot these couple of days. ^^;; I think the five days last week I was reading and doing stuff too much. I didn't get to talk enough, I think. I've been blabbing May-chan, Ira and Adz's ears off. Sorry, you guys. ^^;;;; I can get REALLY long-winded on the phone yea? Sorry.

Anyway, instead of watching a show tonight, I was reading some of the sillier, fluffier, and MUCH older Clamp works. ^___^ It's been a long time since I've read some of that stuff. Kinda fun. I absolutely refuse to read Clover and X right now though. I'd get depressed within the first half of the first volume. >.>;;;; Hmm. I should re-read something happy and fluffy.

But then again, very little in my room is happy and fluffy, as compared to the amount that ISN'T. :P

I'm hungry. >.>;;; I hope I can get to sleep. I think I should be able to fall asleep before 5, but being hungry makes it really hard to get to sleep.

Wednesday, December 11, 2002

12:37 a.m.

*snicker* Oh yeah. And the entire walk back, we were reminiscing about the last time we played the game, and laughing our heads off about Rem and her two misplaced balls, one of which is Volt, and the other one being the floating, glowing globe that follows her around when you fight her.

... It's an inside joke thing, mainly because I kept calling Rem a "he". I don't know why. I just kept thinking she was a guy. :P *snicker* Fuuuuuuun.

Much fun-ness! *puuuuurr*

NOW it cooperates with me! >.>;;;;;;;;;;;;; *pause* Um, d00d, it looks a bit odd. *ducks*

Wednesday, December 11, 2002

12:32 a.m.

I went over to Bishan for dinner with May-chan, and then since I suddenly had this humongous URGE to play ToE again, we went over to her house (for the first time in a LONG time) and played ToE! XD XD XD Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun! Hee. And for a change, I'm playing Reid more than Keele! ^_________^ It used to be the other way round. It got so bad that I couldn't even play Reid, because I lost the knack of running around hitting things with sharp objects properly, and killing things instead of getting killed.

And! We took four minutes to defeat UNDINE, who's one of the Greater Craymels i.e. one of the bosses.

It took us at LEAST three tries the last time. Now, not only do we win on the first try, we do it in less than FIVE MINUTES.

L33t!

Oh, and it took me about FOUR HOURS last night to defrost and warm up. >.>;;; And even then, when I went to bed, my feet were still cooler than the rest of me. And I was sitting downstairs, with the fan switched off and me curling up on the sofa. Gods, my circulation is bad.

Tuesday, December 10, 2002

12:29 a.m.

Gods my hands are frozen. I can't type properly and I can barely FEEL with my right hand. Blogger hates me. >.>;;; I was trying to adjust the blog templates in Blogger, and d00d, the thing bloody HATES me.

Either that, or my internet connection is screwing up. >.>;;;

Cold.

Monday, December 9, 2002

10:33 p.m.

Reisha says:
You moodswing like a thing that moodswings a lot.

Yes, yes I do. :P

Added Che to my links! XD

By the way girl, how're things? :D Good luck with HTML... It's time consuming, but this is a good page for colour codes. You don't have to put in the numbers actually, just the words. ^^;;; When you use Pitas to blog, you kind of need to know a little about HTMLing. My blog layouts are very rarely made by me though. ^^;;; The last layout I actually MADE was the one before the Tatsumi layout. Eheh. ^^;;; Oops? At least I actually made one of my own though.

*purrrrrrr* Fandom!

Monday, December 9, 2002